I feel like I am. I feel obligated and owned by the outsiders, but, more than that, I feel it to everyone. I feel I must suffer for them. That what I want and need is ot important enough to be considered and it’s making my life really difficult. Can’t we just live for us without the outsiders or any other taking precedence? Can I be free now please? Free to do what’s right for us? I need everything to disappear or we will have to vanish from existence ourselves. It’s too much. Please outsiders go away. I can’t take anymore. Good or bad I can no longer distinguish. I need to let go. I cant survive like this. It’s too much.
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